Sunday, April 09, 2006
lets start from SL camp on mon to wed.
i dun have much to comments but if ive gotta complain, i'll have a long list to say. overall, ive nv been to a camp --- than this. nvm. we've got a new group called yi suo. more than just fun. yepp. we've got cheers. we defiant. we stick together. we laugh sing and supper. pls think why will ppl compare SL camp and OTC. you cant just scold tt person for wad he had done, just commenting. it was just a comment. i dun understand why are u so worked out over this. and why cant my SU friends talk to me. from food to programme to people. ---. i shall reserve my comments. damn it. i made a new friend melanie. (;
monday night. alan jodin kelvin and i played betrayal. it was fun but i was sleepy. jodin played invisible volleyball, alan wrapped himself up as a mummy, eddie talking so loud and trying to wake the ppl around up. thanks for the wonderful night.
thanks bea for the ride home. im not feeling well.
thurs supposed to meet beatrice for lunch. waited for an hour. her alarm dint sound. nvm. it gave me some time alone shopping for leonard's bday present and time to think bout wad's happening to me recently. post d and d meeting. i dun understand why ppl cant correct me on the spot during d and d, they've gotta drag all the way after tt to complain. not just me i suppose. tt meeting is so full of ppl shooting ppl. its scary. WAD THE HECK. ITS OVER. HELLO?! why cant we just end it happily. went to leonard's birthday party with jo and dean at fish and co glasshouse. denise gave us discount. there were lotsa ppl. yepp it was fun. i had much sharing session with him. together with 6 others, we went to sing. me and him walk while others took andy's ride. he brought me to this very nice lanson's place. with many blue spot lights. it was really nice esp with the glass tops. yepp. ppl are like dedicating songs for him to sing. oh gosh. i dint dare to hold the mic. as usual. i like shan hu hai. he sang so many songs for me. okies. others sang as well. it was really funny. it reminded me much of the last time the d and d comm went to sing. miss it. andy drove me home. he send me to the lift and yes my sis caught it. damn it.
are you trying to trigger my thoughts? and then u've gotta ask whether im okie when im obviously not. its not the first time i suppose. dun pretend you dint see me when u did and turned away when u're with her. and then ask me for a movie and check if im okie. you know it. i know u're reading this. im so used to this sort of stuff. you can say tt im jealous and then ask if im okie. shall i say i deserve it. will we just keep it this close?
fri went to work in gelare. had a great time with my colleagues. i really do love them. we've got a new band named g-band. we'll sing and complain how tired and hungry we are. hhahaa. interesting. thanks hazel for all the advice.
sat i went to sch to collect my uniform and wad not. yepp. damn cute. came home to rest. shopped and cooked. yepp. im having a mixed feelings now after reading all the emails and hearing all those funny comments ppl can give. im feeling so lost and all. damn it. for i dun share much. even if i do, i'll talk to andrew bout it. but he had changed so much will he even listen to me complain and whine again? like wad miss ---- said, he changed. and i agree.
im feeling so emotional and lousy right now. one msg/action can change your mood. i shouldnt be taken aback by all those stuff. im nothing to you. i just feel like crying it all out now. keep me distracted.
im gonna be okay by monday. you said u wana come. right. sigh. just looking forward to the long awaited foc and fow. though im not feeling so well still.
i'll be ready for the duat. (;
im not holding on yet im not giving up. though i should be. im lying to myself.
